I first picked up a gun at the
age of seven.
And I fires it.
I remember that the trigger was strangely easy to pull.
I laughed.
I laughed because that one shot had silenced the sickening trash who had titled
himself my guardian.
It was that simple.
And so, I was free.
Yes, tomorrow things would be different... tomorrow.
But things always go from bad to worse.
I can't escape.
Life is like an incessant series of problems all difficult, with brutally limited
choices and a time limit.
The worst thing is to make no decision waiting for the ideal conclusion to present
itself.
Make the best choice in a split-second.
We're not like God. Not only are our powers limited but we sometimes have to
play the Devil.
I didn't want other kids to grow up like me so I started up an orphanage.
It gave my life meaning.
I was doing things for the good of others.
It was my little bit of happiness.
But sometimes, I still think this planet is the worst.
It's a horrible planet.
I hope you don't myn me barging in.
In spite of my profession, I've never actually made a confession.
I justified my actions by blaming it on the times saying I did it to protect
che children.
I took many lives, thinking there was no other way.
My sins are too heavy... too heavy to ever atone.
Still, I feel really happy with myself today.
It can be done.
Once you stop to think about it there are plenty of ways to save everyone.
Why didn't I see that?
That tastes good...
It's bad for the baby dear!
I'm sorry, honey.
If I'm reincarnated I'd like to live somewhere where life is easier.
Somewhere with nothing but peaceful days... somewhere with no stealing nor killing...
Eden.
In Eden, I... I'll live with him and the girls, and...
No! I don't want to die!!
I still have so much to do! I want to stay with theme!
Was I... ? Was I wrong? Does this mean I was wrong?
I guess it would be presumptuous to ask for forgiveness.
I can't stand it.